It is better to be saved than to be saved.
sometimes, we are all afraid to give and work hard.
because I am afraid that if I go in the wrong direction, it will be in vain. And effort and effort is a process, it does not necessarily mean a good result. As a result, I saw many college students playing all kinds of mobile games in class, rushed to their bikes after class, and then rushed to the dormitory with an one-shoulder backpack with nothing on their backpacks. When they got back to the dormitory, they were busy ganging up and planning to play.
for them, homework does not exist and occupation does not exist.
my place is so clear, because it was me two years ago. Although I was disorganized at that time, it was just one of my interests. It was nothing. It had no fans, no original logo, no advertising, no appreciation.
at that time, I was very confused. I wanted to join the student organization, but I found that I had already rubbished into the student organization and didn't need me. Instead of forcing a smile on my face, I squandered my life with the living expenses given by my parents. I went back to the dormitory to play with the computer and to the classroom to play with myself.
during that time, I didn't go to the library, take part in activities, watch interesting movies or write articles that other people like.
everyone has experienced that kind of time, that is to say, profligacy, but endless loss when preparing to go to bed at night.
and looking back on that time, I have no recollection of what I did. It's like a complete puzzle that loses several puzzles in succession for no reason. You know exactly what shape can fill those gaps, but you just can't fill them.
because the puzzle is gone.
as I have said before, to know how important effort is, you must first know what a sense of powerlessness is. But I forgot to explain what "powerlessness" meant at that time.
for example, if you decide to run 8 kilometers every day, that is, 20 laps of standard track and field, you don't think it's a difficult task at first, but on the eighth lap, your legs start to get out of hand. each time the leg lift becomes more and more difficult, and you begin to struggle with your thoughts and persuade yourself that it is better to run next time.
then you insist on two more laps, and on the tenth lap you say to yourself:
"I've run 10 laps today, and no one can make it to the sky in one step." Add two more laps tomorrow, and you will be able to run 20 laps in five days. "
so you drag your tired legs back to the dormitory, and you feel powerless. You will inexplicably want to lose your temper with yourself, because you clearly know that you can run 12 laps today, but you have compromised and compromised with yourself. You know your weakness, but you can never overcome it. You can lie to others, or you can lie to yourself, but there is a feeling in your heart.
well, that's the sense of powerlessness.
Today, I went to chat with an elder who did ancient book restoration for an afternoon. At 12:00, I asked on moments if anyone could have dinner with me, and she talked about me privately.
at dinner, I asked her, "Why do you like such a job that doesn't have much money and takes a lot of time and patience?"
she smiled and said, "when I first came out, not only did I not know what I would do, I didn't even know what I liked. I was very confused at that time and kept changing jobs. It was not until I met my master that I realized that I liked the restoration of ancient books. Then I became a monk halfway, from a layman to being able to make a living on it.
in fact, the most important thing is not how much money it gives me, but that it makes me realize that there are so many possibilities in life. I am a junior college student, but in order to learn how to repair ancient books, I read all kinds of reference books and went to collect some dilapidated old books on the weekend to repair them myself. When you like something, you will overcome all difficulties to complete it, that sense of achievement, money can not be given. "
Yes, the sense of powerlessness makes us realize that we will die if it goes on like this, and the sense of achievement makes us feel like" I will go on like this even if I die. "
does it look familiar to see here?
because this is our tweet on April 7, 16, I was so upset that night that I didn't know what to write. Finish this recruitment article under anxiety. Later, in the chaotic offline activities, I always like to ask the participants which article they like best.
three or four people unexpectedly mentioned this recruitment article.
I asked why, and they said, "I'm not sure. Anyway, after reading it, I am full of blood and would like to send you resumes."
five months have passed since the last formal recruitment. Muyi and LIMY also left our editorial department to become a disorganized freelance writer. In retrospect, I still feel a bit of a pity, but I can't help it, because parting is the thing we are most familiar with.
but over the past five months, some good changes have taken place. The first and most important change is:
We finally have a fixed fee, not much, but enough to drink a lot of bottles of Vitasoy.
A few days ago, Tong c and they specially came back from Guangzhou to celebrate my birthday. We were lying on the grass talking about the old chaos, talking about the funny things when we only had 10,000 fans, and talking about the hard days before we had no contribution.
when we talked about the first dinner, everyone couldn't help laughing because the 200 yuan dinner cost us nearly one-third of our income.
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that night, we found out the messy internal sharing meeting PPT that we had done before.
it records all the traces we have left because of chaos over the past six months.
remember when the sharing meeting endedThe eel whale said to several of us on the stage, "it was chaos that saved my university."
the eel whale has always been arrogant and cold, but unexpectedly said such a thing that day.
but I'm not the stupid kid who was saved by chaos.
in fact, how much is said because of the disorganized need to recruit new people.
this time, we need writers and event planners.
I would like to share all my experiences with powerful people, just like I did with eel whale and Tong c. I am also willing to work with people who have the ability to plan events, just like me and Cai Wei and Vivi in chaos. We are short of people, very short of people, but I know what it means to lack rather than abuse, disorganized as long as strong people.
so remember to talk to me with your work, and I will read every work in the mailbox carefully. If you don't get back to you, keep trying.